Now that I know

I realized.Whenever I'm sad,i come back here.Login,and start writing again . This is the place where i tell myself and talk to myself,that is why no one visits my blog. I've nothing to say. Just sad.Pure sad.Let time heals.

I'm lost

Scrolling down the phone contacts over and over again,think and look through and try to think again. Who should I find to talk with? With plenty of credits but failed to find someone to talk to. Mind,heart and soul filled with stupid,crazy ideas and alot of things to say. But no one to talk to. Hoping to find someone but knowing that there's no one out there that i think is right for me. It feels like the end of the world but there's always a little positive left to kept me survive through a day and another day but that doesn't seem like to be the solution to the problem . Asking myself over and over again. What should I do? Who should I talk to? It always end up blank answer everyday. Its sad to know that you've friends but no one that you can really talk to. I kept it to myself day and night. I'm just so lost of what i should do and who should i talk to. Sad to say but its true. What a nightmare! Just to know that I should not trust nor make someone important to me. It always ended up like this all the time. Not once but alot of times. It just turns out to be that I'm just not the "ONE". After so much of effort and time,its almost the same. No one knows what or who i'm talking about so if you're reading this,keep scratching your head =] I've been quite silent these days. Talking seem to be boring. Thinking seems to be my things nowadays. Have I gone nuts or got matured? Whatever it is,i'm quite silent.I've never talk to anyone of the important things anymore. I keep it to myself and make the decisions myself. I know its dumb and so immature.Not letting people know and listen to opinions. But i've came to know that people dont really care nowadays. If it isnt their matter,it doesnt matter to THEM. World has gone crazy and turned upside down.I've nothing else shits to say. Enjoy the essay and if you dont know what im talking about,just hit the "X" on ur right top screen. Happy new year =]

Im

Colnago EPS

Colnago EPS (Extreme Power Super) . My father bought it for Rm23k and now only worth a 12k. Received a call from auntie and said that CSK Owner wants to buy it . I don't think I'll let him! HAHA! Just a random post to kacau someone!!! =D

Kobe IV

OH MY GOD! KOBE IV! I swear,I'll get it no matter what! =DDD

Random

I always have a feeling to blog again but always ended up went out basketball,finding job or some other shit stuffs == Well,what makes me so free? I don't know. I'm waiting for Andre's mum to come back and we'll go to pav and look for any vacancy at True Fitness. I'd really like to work at Fitness centre. I applied for Trainer post at FitnessFirst,KLCC. They didnt call me !== I'm still thinking what courses should I take up . Interior design is quite interesting but there are many other courses that are quite amazing too. Darn it. I dont even know if i could get at least 3 credits for my SPM. Scary shit! I could not believe there are still ppl clicking into my blog and leave a comment . THANKS YIN SHAN! LOL! Anyway,I'm bloody hungry now. So,chill brothers and sisters. That's all for today =p

Daily life

Saturday,I had a long ride to Salak Tinggi,if i'm not mistaken. This is my first time cycling with the famous P2K group. From Petaling Jaya Carrefour to Putrajaya to Bangi Airport then to Salak Tinggi. I'm not familiar with the road but i know its a flat road when we were on the way to Salak Tinggi. Many people says that P2K is strong,now i know why,because they are good at flat roads and average on hills. There are few ex-national cyclist in the team so they are consider above average lah. Anyway,I ate the wrong nutrition bar while on the way and got myself stomach discomfort. Well,can consider as stomach pain already because they are speeding like hell and i'm having trouble with my stomach but still I can tahan a bit lah. After that,went to Erican and ate A&W chicken burger,very lousy indeed. Met jia yang,park wah and shan kai,its yi shin's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI SHIN =) He never reads my blog anyway. Next day,Sunday,had a recovery ride at Genting Sempah with my new tire =p. Met with the uncles I've cycled before and asked me if i'm interested to cycle up Cameron. What do you think ? Of course lah,60km uphill only. A very good training especially Uncle Don is going so I'll be training my ass off until 11/10. Its a sunday. If anyone interested just tell me =) There wont be any car to back you up because he said last time no one needed it so this time they wont have any. So you have to cycling your ass up to Equatorial Hotel no matter what ! =) After cycled,went back home and had Accounts tuition and went to Mines then now home blogging. Well,i've this weird feeling you know. I'm still thinking whether to trade in my bike or not . Its a Taiwan-made,Raleigh brand bike. I bought it for almost 1k+ and now trading it out ? A bit of mm seh tak right? Let me tell you abit about my Raleigh bikey. Its my first road-bike,its almost 3 years old by now and I used it to cycle through alot of hills before. I can still recall each hill I used this bike to cycle! 2x Frasers hill,Genting Highlands once,Cameron highlands once and maybe second time on 11th of October,14x of Genting Sempah include today,5x Titi, and many many times of Hulu Langat! Its like my partner and I dont sell or betray my partner =) But still reconsidering whether to buy

Or

Help me out =(